October 2010
19 posts
You can be anything you want to be, if you put your mind into it.
Ochem & Gchem
Gchem = Gay Chem.
Ochem = Orgasmic Chem
They both suck, even though Orgasmic Chem sounds a little more exciting.
Get your head on straight,
and control your fate,
Time’s running out,
you better not wait
I drive myself crazy over you
I wish you would do the same for me.
The one thing that keeps me sane is the fact that I have a God who loves me, watches over me and wants the best for me. I have someone who I can turn to when I’m in need, in pain or overcome with burdens and worries. I don’t want to imagine how it would be if I had to go through life without him, unable to turn to a God who is forever faithful and always there for me. Thanks for...
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Beautiful Music.
I smile and I laugh at myself when I think about how low I’ve sunk so far.
for no reason.
fake fake fake fake fake fake fake. so fake.
I wonder how long it can last.
I’m not much of a happy camper these days… and it’s all my fault.
breakin my heart, i sure am.
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Ironic isn't it.
We live our lives looking for someone to love and someone to love us back. Everyone has friends who are closer to them than others are, friends who one might care for more than others. We want to be around them and spend time with them, becoming closer as friends or even as something more. There are times when the attention is not returned as one would expect and one can be hurt by that. This...
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I miss tennis. a lot. :/ I miss volleying and serving and hitting cross-court and trying to peg people when you get bored haha. I remember when I would play every weekend with the same people and I was actually good lol. I left my racket in my car at home :’[…. I wish I had someone constant to play with, so that I would at least play every once in awhile.
Dear God, you take my...
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Picking up the pieces.
I feel like everything in my head and heart just melted away. I have to start over and build to what I had before this happened. before it all just went away and disappeared. I have to start somewhere and it’s gotta happen soon. Build up the faith and trust, the confidence and energy, all of the joy I had in God. Get the right mindset going in my head instead of this blank numb feeling in my...
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Where are thou, and why are YOU back?
It’s gone. It’s just….. gone. It was turning out to be a good day but… now I’m left wondering what went on. I don’t know why I feel this way but it’s gone. There’s no push, desire or motivation. If anything, it’s something forced out because I need to. I wouldn’t survive without forcing myself to put up a wall. It doesn’t mean that...
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The moment you wake.
“Get into the habit of dealing with God about everything. Unless in the first waking moment of the day you learn to fling the door wide back and let God in, you will work on a wrong level all day; but swing the door wide open and pray to your Father in secret, and every public thing will be stamped with the presence of God.”
- Oswald Chambers
In every moment of your life, God...
